Today's weather speaks volumes. At our school sports meet, it was bright and sunny. But once I came near home, dark clouds loomed. The place was dark. Soon, it even began to rain. I had insufficient sleep for the past few days alr. Been thinking abt dis matter. To make it worse, this "navy-wanna-be" and a foolish girl had to add fumes to the fire. Naturally, I exploded. I'm sorry. Cant seem to control myself. Used swear words and stomped off. I cant believe they are doing this. She wept telling them not to send her to her doom. They insisted. From today, she wud be confined to a bed. A bed no., tat's all they could give, no room, no lights, no wardrobe, no wheelchair nor chair, no TV! I didnt get to see her. Denied this last meeting as they brought her away in the morning. I rushed home on hearing e news, but wasnt in time. But, I was certain it must have been agonising for her. Last night, when I asked her, I saw tears welling up and told me she didnt wanna leave. This is the first time since a long time that I heard her speak so clearly to convey a message. She left today, for the home of the aged, the cheapest one in fact, and I could do nothing. Mum cooked sharks' fin to cheer me up. This is the first time in 17 yrs I had sharks' fin soup in my own home. But, somehow, the soup was bitter and I felt it was flooded with my salty tears. Now, as I'm blogging, night is falling. I miss her a lot. I dont know how is she over the other side. I miss her comments on tv programmes. Now i dont even on tv. I miss her calling me to study. I have not been in mood to study e entire day. She must be suffering over the other side. She cant watch "long juan feng" tonight. She's so lonely. I dont know, Ah Ma! I'm so useless. I'm sorry.
6:51 PM :D
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Jollie Ng
GB
KPS
USS
Birth date: 19 Jun 92
Death Date: 1 Jan 05
Food Fanatic
Wishlist
1)Taste all good food in the workd
2)To own a successful eatery one day
3)To work hard for my 'a' lvls
4)To get into uni
5)To gain and mantain meaningful relationships
6)A wonderful birthday gift
7)Crumpler
Loves
1)Food
2)English
3)Family
Hates
1)Talkative radios
2)Studying
3)Failing subjects
4)Certain ppl
5)Routine stuff
6)Almost everyting of life except FOOD
