These days had been reali depressing...to e extent tat i entertained sucidal thots...
To my dear shirley...yea...u might have guessed it...i haven started hols hw yet...not mentioning revision...
Hey ppl...can u stop it..u ppl r stressin mi out..i noe i gt lots of hol hw ( not as if i dunno) ...i oso noe if i dun study now...i probably die next yr...but...it's not as if i had a choice la...i gt tons of work to do...mummy stuff, jorome stuff & my frenz stuff etc..i dunno..m reali stressed le..
I noe i scared sum of u e last time..yesh...i couldnt stand it anymore..i sniffed glue...but yeah...tat seemed e best escape route 4 me tat time...but after tat...i suffered severe headaches...to e point when i was rolling all abt e floor in pain..but i couldnt rest...i gt tons of tngz 2 do...& i cant stop...if i do..e work wud pile up e next day..& i wud...yeah...
But yesterday was a turning point...at least i was not stressed..thanks twin clone...love ya...
Ytd, i started my day wif gerl...waitin 4 aunty jiayan...(wrong...it should be ah ma..she's always taking so...long....)
Den she called...we r supposed to mit her @ cashew rd...omg...she said pending stn..but actual place is cashew rd...aiyo...y cant she make herself clear e 1st time..
Yeah..den we bus-sed & train-ed dwn 2 her bf church...
i was reali bored dere...rather out of place & wanted to juz sleep...after tat...yesh...ard sermon time...u can c jollie dozing off le...lol
after tat, jiayan asked us to stay 4 bible study...gerl & I sneaked out..we went to eat bak kut teh instead...it was horrible...sidetrack..
k..after tat, jiayan church was over..we met up wif weiwu 4 him 2 guide mi on CLL..he did give me sum pointers...i'll try it out..though he didnt sound lk a pro tutor...but ok la...beta than nth...
gerl was so bored at tat time tat she started playin chinese chess...haha...according to her..she didnt understand a thing...
den...weiwu left..& we had a talk with jiayan..blah blah blah..not much la...she didnt noe how 2 phrase her qns...
E real part came when we walked to e mrt stn 2 mit yun-nie...yes...expected la..long-time-ago issues was brought up & it ended unhappy...
Luckily....later we met yunnie...walked ard..horsed ard while we look 4 xiao sam present...hahas..i like dis period of time...ate at pasta mania...& yun-nie gtg...
so left mi & gerl...
we walk, walk, walk...den we saw sum parade by the G.O.H. 4 passing over leadership position...hahas...gerl was dere exclaiming how cute r they...hahas...yun-nie missed tat..
den went shopping wif gerl...gerl bot her stuff..& we mrt-ed hme together...had a gd time of sharing...
Ytd was indeed a long day...un-planned...lots of screw-ups...but overall fun & memorable...
Thanks again..
11:23 AM :D
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Jollie Ng
GB
KPS
USS
Birth date: 19 Jun 92
Death Date: 1 Jan 05
Food Fanatic
Wishlist
1)Taste all good food in the workd
2)To own a successful eatery one day
3)To work hard for my 'a' lvls
4)To get into uni
5)To gain and mantain meaningful relationships
6)A wonderful birthday gift
7)Crumpler
Loves
1)Food
2)English
3)Family
Hates
1)Talkative radios
2)Studying
3)Failing subjects
4)Certain ppl
5)Routine stuff
6)Almost everyting of life except FOOD
