(i) The part of me that i know and everyone else ard me know 10% (ii) The part of me that everyone else know but me 20% (iii) The part of me that i know but not everyone else 30% (iv) The part of me that i do not know so do everyone else 40%
Yes...tat's y...a lot of me..no one noe...yea...i may appear like a happy-go-lucky fellow to many...but yes...m not one! M a saddist and becum depressed quite often...But more imptly! Most of me no one understands...not even me! So really...i have no answer to your qns!
Someone asked me again tat day...Are u a christian?
Seriously, i dunno...i rmb twinny asked me b4...den jiayan asked...den hapreet asked...den....more ppl asked...
Well...i want to be one...but as of for now...i dun feel i m one...i cant call myself a christian...yet...m not a free-thinker...& m oso not a believer of other religions...
dere r a lot of impulses in mi...which makes me wonder sometimes whether m a devil incarnate....I dunno...i cant seem to help it...
I dunno...
Besides this, dere r oso many qns tat i dun have ans to like y do i behave like tat?
I dunno...this is stressing mi out...I noe i need ur constant reminders to let me to keep these in mind as i explore life's journey but...I need time...i reali do...
I need time and grace...
Yea...dun stop..but do it gently pls...make it less stressful...I promise to make a stand soon...I'll not sit on e fence 4 too long...I'll try to get all my qns answered & try to clear as many blemishes in me as possible and lean towards my answer...M not perfect. I'll nvr be...I'll take tat leap of faith...but i'll find out who, what, when, where and how.
Oh ya...I realized...dere r so many ppl readin my blog...wud u guys pls tag...Junchi darling...u especially!!! Yanzi and the rest oso... Pls la...ur eng not tat bad la...if not type cl oso can...hey...My chinese is not tat bad la...i can understand de...if not i'll search e dictionary,k? Pls tag ppl...or i'll be so demovitated to blog....
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Jollie Ng
GB
KPS
USS
Birth date: 19 Jun 92
Death Date: 1 Jan 05
Food Fanatic
Wishlist
1)Taste all good food in the workd
2)To own a successful eatery one day
3)To work hard for my 'a' lvls
4)To get into uni
5)To gain and mantain meaningful relationships
6)A wonderful birthday gift
7)Crumpler
Loves
1)Food
2)English
3)Family
Hates
1)Talkative radios
2)Studying
3)Failing subjects
4)Certain ppl
5)Routine stuff
6)Almost everyting of life except FOOD
