I agree with yun-nie...it's a complex world we're living in...I long to have e child-like innocence within me too. Yet, I realize it's an impossible dream. I long for endearing ppl to surround me. Yet, I find everyone plotting against e other. No one stopping by, to give a smile or a word of encouragment.
If u use "love is in the air" to describe this world, I believe "hatred fills the air" best describes my world.
My class politics is extreme. I'm really tired already. Really.
I know they are very matured, compared to me. Yet, I really long for them to be dumber for a while, just a little while. I long for a minute when I do not have to think of what's their motive behind each word and what's the most appropriate reply. What impression would I leave if I do this... or do that...say this or that...
Child-like innocence is cherished. I long to be embraced. I long to hear a friend say, "Jollie, you're the best friend I could ever wish for. I love you, just you, just for who you are."
Thank you for friends who have been with me, to hear my grumblings, to offer a helping hand or even just by staying by my side. I want to tell u I love you, in case I never get a chance again. I love you. I love you. Thank you.
Yun-nie...love u...u r e person I wud call to just hear your voice...hear some encouragement...U make my day.
Cloney...love u....4 juz staying by me...U r e fren I had when I was in e lowest periods of my life. U nvr fail to draw a smile from me...no matter how trying my circumstances are...Thank you.
Others....there are ppl here & dere tat becum my unseen guardian angels...I know what u've done for me...thank you.
I've failed as a student, a friend, a daughter, a christian, a sister wadeva...M really tired. Let me sleep. Goodbye.
