I want to visit Ah ma...I want to study. I want to blog. I dont know what i want.

I just want to let you know how much you mean to me.
I just want to let you know how dear you are to me.
Do not give up. Do not give in.
The doorway is open, where we are, saying, "come in"

9:59 AM :D

Today's weather speaks volumes.At our school sports meet, it was bright and sunny. But once I came near home, dark clouds loomed. The place was dark. Soon, it even began to rain.I had insufficient sleep for the past few days alr. Been thinking abt dis matter. To make it worse, this "navy-wanna-be" and a foolish girl had to add fumes to the fire. Naturally, I exploded. I'm sorry. Cant seem to control myself. Used swear words and stomped off.I cant believe they are doing this. She wept telling them not to send her to her doom. They insisted. From today, she wud be confined to a bed. A bed no., tat's all they could give, no room, no lights, no wardrobe, no wheelchair nor chair, no TV! I didnt get to see her. Denied this last meeting as they brought her away in the morning. I rushed home on hearing e news, but wasnt in time. But, I was certain it must have been agonising for her. Last night, when I asked her, I saw tears welling up and told me she didnt wanna leave. This is the first time since a long time that I heard her speak so clearly to convey a message.She left today, for the home of the aged, the cheapest one in fact, and I could do nothing. Mum cooked sharks' fin to cheer me up. This is the first time in 17 yrs I had sharks' fin soup in my own home. But, somehow, the soup was bitter and I felt it was flooded with my salty tears.Now, as I'm blogging, night is falling. I miss her a lot. I dont know how is she over the other side. I miss her comments on tv programmes. Now i dont even on tv. I miss her calling me to study. I have not been in mood to study e entire day. She must be suffering over the other side. She cant watch "long juan feng" tonight. She's so lonely.I dont know, Ah Ma! I'm so useless. I'm sorry.


Impregnated at fourteen,Many trials gone through.Labour Pains mete in,Neither gynae nor midwife to see through. A miracle she created. She was alone.From dry breasts she fed,You wailed and she bled.Never was she mad,This example she set deserved many clap.She created a miracle.She was alone.This torture she went through,Four plus three times over.Though her survival is true,These hustle and bustle left her youth long over.A miracle she created. She was alone.As you grow,She made Hwa Chong within your throw.She gave the best she could offer,To others the prestige equally offered.She created a miracle. She was alone.Blame her for the young worker she forced upon you,Blame her for today's misery as she's the cause.Yet, remember, will you?While she was still a youth, she carried yo to her full cause.A miracle she created. She was alone.She was illiterate,yet she made all of you literate.She never stepped into the gates of a school,but she allowed you to taste life in school.She created a miracle. She was alone.Little was known that time had passed,Her dry skin and wrinkles engulf.She fell one day and felt life coming to pass,but she survived though life's haze began to engulf.A miracle she created. She was alone.All hell broke loose, cold hospital room with visitors loose.Arguements began,The spotlight only on assets of Gan.No one noticed a tear at the corner of the eye of Gan. She blinked, expressing her will to live.She created a miracle. She was alone.In and out of homes she went,A son's home was her hope for.Clearly indicating hospital stay wasnt her intent,Her request was made before.A miracle she created. She was alone.Now, she's in but you want her out,just because you refuse to try out.You Prefer to send her to her doom,to just try out and pick the broom.She created a miracle yet she was alone.Today, you shouted, " I dont want this mother, what business is it of yours?" This is a sad story.She gave birth to you, cared fo you and brought up your children.Heart-wrenched I felt when I heard this story.I know you wont, if so, be it for your children

9:57 AM :D

chen qing biao

Ah ma...u must jiayou...wait for me...u cant leave me like that

4:24 PM :D

Consecrate the tongue for testimony, for the truth and for Thine's will.

Soli Deo Gloria

4:11 PM :D

It'll take a miracle for me not to get fat at this rate.

Below is my food log for the past 3 days.

1000 : Breakfast ( Fish burger/ Porridge/ noodles)
1300 : Lunch 1 with didi
1400: Lunch 2 with mama or mei
1500: Tea
1630 : Quick break
1700: Dinner with dad
1930: DInner with mama and e rest
2100: Desert
2230: Supper
0000: Quck bite
0230: Yummy treat b4 bedtime

hahas....fatso

Suxann msn msg : "CHINAPOREANS" ....interesting!

& yun wei....pls give me the outing photos....asap...tkx

1:04 PM :D

part thereof. S32A outing=) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

9:31 AM :D

Pls fight the war for me & the battle would have been won before I know it.

4:08 PM :D

Jollie Ng
GB
KPS
USS
Birth date: 19 Jun 92
Death Date: 1 Jan 05
Food Fanatic


1)Taste all good food in the workd
2)To own a successful eatery one day
3)To work hard for my 'a' lvls
4)To get into uni
5)To gain and mantain meaningful relationships
6)A wonderful birthday gift
7)Crumpler


1)Food
2)English
3)Family


1)Talkative radios
2)Studying
3)Failing subjects
4)Certain ppl
5)Routine stuff
6)Almost everyting of life except FOOD



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